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Currently on vacation at the beach in North Carolina and it is the best. 
We all went out to dinner tonight and oh my god I fell in love with this waiter. He is very attractive and it took every ounce of me, along with some peer pressure, to ask him if I could take a picture with him. But I did it. 
I've already gotten somewhat sunburned, but that's the price I pay for being so fair-skinned. It's turning into a tan now, so it's all good. Been taking a break from the beach the past couple days, and tomorrow I'm going shopping. 
I'm leaving on Saturday, and leaving is always hard, but I start school next Monday and I have such mixed feelings about it. It's gonna be awesome because I'm a senior, but on the other hand, I have to actually start life. O_o But overall, it's gonna be so much fun (except for the end of the year when we have the last performance of the last show of the year, graduation, etc)
We all went out to dinner tonight and oh my god I fell in love with this waiter. He is very attractive and it took every ounce of me, along with some peer pressure, to ask him if I could take a picture with him. But I did it. I've already gotten somewhat sunburned, but that's the price I pay for being so fair-skinned. It's turning into a tan now, so it's all good. Been taking a break from the beach the past couple days, and tomorrow I'm going shopping. I'm leaving on Saturday, and leaving is always hard, but I start school next Monday and I have such mixed feelings about it. It's gonna be awesome because I'm a senior, but on the other hand, I have to actually start life. O_o But overall, it's gonna be so much fun (except for the end of the year when we have the last performance of the last show of the year, graduation, etc) Also, I'm finally with it. I got a tumblr. purplecow14.tumblr.com It's not that exciting, but check it out if you want I guess. 
I wish I was drawing and writing more, but lately I've been having some 'I'm really not all that talented' and 'why do I even try?' feelings lately. Either all artists have these feelings or I'm just being dumb or it's true... I don't know.
I love you guys. 
I hope you know that even if we don't speak that much, I am always here for you. For anything. 
I hope you know that even if we don't speak that much, I am always here for you. For anything. 
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HEY darling!! I'm glad you're having a wonderful time! And ERMAHGERD you gotta show me this picture when I see you next, of this attractive waiter!! 
And yeah...I feel like I've done nothing I wanted to this summer... :/ But there's no going back now, eh...?
And YUS I just stalked your tumblr
I think I'm following you now on it 
BUT you probably shouldn't look at my favourites yet btw...I mean unless you WANT Fullmetal Alchemist spoilers...>.>;
And darling, I really wish you didn't feel so down on yourself!! :/ But I know how you feel, it isn't just you. I want to work on my drawings and writing as well, but I feel like "I'm just not good enough" for the drawings especially and "i post so much, people are probably annoyed because it's all bad too..." for the writing and bleh xP So it's not just you, don't worry! And it's definitely not true--you can do it! We just gotta practice, yeah? 
I'm glad you're having a wonderful time! And ERMAHGERD you gotta show me this picture when I see you next, of this attractive waiter!! And yeah...I feel like I've done nothing I wanted to this summer... :/ But there's no going back now, eh...? And YUS I just stalked your tumblr
I think I'm following you now on it BUT you probably shouldn't look at my favourites yet btw...I mean unless you WANT Fullmetal Alchemist spoilers...>.>; And darling, I really wish you didn't feel so down on yourself!! :/ But I know how you feel, it isn't just you. I want to work on my drawings and writing as well, but I feel like "I'm just not good enough" for the drawings especially and "i post so much, people are probably annoyed because it's all bad too..." for the writing and bleh xP So it's not just you, don't worry! And it's definitely not true--you can do it! We just gotta practice, yeah?